I feel like I’m being manipulated into love. He says, You cant be close to me until you love me. I think you are going to leave and I can’t trust you.
How is that love? How can you love someone you don’t even believe in? I believe in myself that I can see me loving you in the future, but not at this exact moment when the elapsed time of being physically together amounts to a few hours equaling less than an entire day.
Distance makes the heart grow fonder especially when they are right in front of you but not letting you get a good grasp on what could be. My heart will have to break in half before ours can be one. Do you want to see me hurting right in front of you every time we are together? I will show you the pain in my eyes until you see it and ultimately understand it. 💔
I don’t plan on leaving. “Well not everything goes according to plans.”
A relationship builds like flame. It starts out small and as you add to it, it becomes bold and strong and full of light in the darkness. If you don’t keep poking at it and continuing to build it, it will fizzle out and you will both be back in the darkness unable to see each other. 🔥